My apartment reveals an in between space where I experience an unspoken sense of emptiness, meanwhile I feel confronted with my own being. The void appears to me as an undecided space / time, which carries a slightly sad atmosphere. As I steam off wallpaper I slowly undress the layered surface and relieve it from past energy. I feel connected to the naked wall, allowing me to write a history of my own. I relate to the set-up of the apartment, ignoring the original blueprint for the space. I tend to move out of the structural environment, and place my body partly outside the building.In this distant place, literally high above daily routines I finally turn a heavy emptiness into a playful experiment, like a lucid dream; I’m in control. I like to deconstruct aspects of life in order to reconstruct another (parallel) reality. Within this process I face many fixed habits and so-called truths, outside and within myself. These obstacles are to be unravelled. While using proportion, scale and distortion as tools I attempt to relate to a project in a performing and physical way. As I shift the context, existing ideas and perspectives may need some reconsideration. www